Love, fate and destiny.

Just having heart to heart talks with my best friend. Now, I just cannot get to sleep. Keep thinking. What is actually the meaning of love fate destiny?

I mean like, yes now I am in the middle of love. But still I have no clue if this is my love destiny or not. Skeptical thinking rite?

I did some Googled just now. And this what I found through my chroming.

LOVE: That tumbling, mysterious force that hits you in the face and leaves you in a dark pit of confusion. That feeling that leaves you dazed and light-headed. That feeling that makes you feel everything is right in the world. That feeling that comes with those three little over used words: I LOVE YOU

FATE: You can't run from it. You can't hide from it. What you do, whoever you meet, that's fate. It's a cruel and stern master; deciding everything without your consent. That first chance meeting between two lovers, that’s fate. That shock you find within after you find out you're working together, that’s fate too.

DESTINY: You have to grab it. You can't wait for it to come to you. You decide for yourself what destiny you have. Once you have it, you have to pursue it. You can't stay in one place, waiting for the expected changes to kick in. You have to run after it, fight for it with every inch of your being.

As I go through a love in the real life, I should admit that I have my own opinion towards the meaning of all these bounding words.

LOVE for me sometimes can be good and sometimes can be bad though. When love is in the air, you can feel like fondling. You will feel like the entire world is yours. You will feel like everything turn to be very colorful. All the beautiful lovely flowers seems smiling at you. The wind seems very friendly to touch your skin and blow your hair. You will even feel like living in heaven. Unfortunately, when there is no more love is around, you will feel like the entire world is laughing at you. Looking down at you. You will feel like dying. You will feel the sorrowfulness. You might even think that it is the end of the world.

As for FATE. It is truly something that we couldn't afford to avoid. It decide everything for you. No mercy. Sometimes you might feel like there is no sympathy in fate. You have to accept whatever it is, even though you are not really welcome it. For some lucky times, you will find that fate is actually coming to be friend with you. To bring a little bit of happiness to your life. In order to spice up your life. But we have to always make ourselves to believe that any fate that being given by God, is actually bring along the good purpose behind it. Fate will never harm us.

Last but not least, DESTINY. I can say that it is actually predetermined by God. It is a predetermined course of events. You may choose your own destiny by choosing different paths of your life. You can make it as your best destiny, or even at the contra side. When you choose to follow whatever your destiny will be, everything will also tend to go right in your life. There are some events that are to happen and not to be changeable.

Some people might says, love destiny bring means that two hearts will be drawn and brought together in a love that will never end. Whatever is coming in between, these two hearts will definitely be together forever. These two hearts will never can be separated from each other. If it is ever happen to them, some miracle will always bring them back together again. To live together. To live their life together. Seems that there is a strong binds that already bound them.

And now, to be frank, these three strong bounded words keep hitting me with so many questions.

I have read this quote somewhere, back to a couple years ago.

"True love will never have a happy ending. Because true love will never ends."

Is it true? If it does, then why true love is exist in this world? If it cannot bring us to a happy ending?

After all, we have to admit this. Even though we are loved to be in love, somehow we have to accept the pains that comes along with it.

We are actually taking a risk whenever we open our hearts to allow love to enter it. Because the truth is, if we ever open it for love, we are also expose it to full of pain. We can never be able to open our heart for love and at the same time do not experience some hurt.

TRUE LOVE IS SUICIDE!!