Special Post for Dya!!!

Today is September 10th, 2009.
And that means today is Dya's birthday!!!!!!!!
Yeaaaa...
You are soooo 23rd now dear.
No more crying okay.
Look forward.
I will always pray for your happiness.

Thanks for the friendship dear.

p.s. I always think that dya's birthday on September 9.
Haha. Remember film by Pierre Andre? 9 September.

p.s. Yes. Dya is Pierre's big fan. Haha!!

Cut the ties.

"What is a friend? A single soul, dwelling in two bodies" - Aristotle

Today I would like to talk about FRIENDSHIP. I don't have any strong reason why I should talk about this since I have many good friends here and there. I can always make good friends wherever I might go. In fact i love to be friend with everyone. Friends are can be find in anywhere, at anytime. Friends always come and go. But true friendship seems really hard to be found. Once I found it, I always hope it will last forever. Unfortunately, I think I'd lost it now. In fact, throughout my lifetime, I think I'd lost a lot of special friends. And this is actually keep bothering me recently.

True friendship is an amazing thing for me. True friendship happened once I put her in special place in my heart. Then I will be more comfortable being together with her. I can feel the special bond between the two of us. My love towards her will grow stronger day by day. Sometime I even think that she is going to be someone I can share my life story with.

True friendship also means companionship. To keep accompany me throughout my good and bad time. She also did it. I can always laugh like crazy or cry my heart out in front of her. I can always share the secret of my life with her, without feeling ashamed.

But now, as time goes on, as we been so far apart, I can feel the love between us seems fading away into the thin air. She can't barely talk to me for an hour anymore, just like we always did before. She seems so cold.

I keep figuring it out myself, did I ever do anything wrong? Did I am the one who made this thing arose? Did I messed everything up?

I don't know. I don't have any idea. All I know is she is now no longer want to be friend with me anymore. The true friendship is gone between us. But maybe I am wrong. Hmm. Who might knows?

Bye all.

p.s. I am lucky enough that I still have my good old days friends with me now. Yes! You all from SMKGR. You guys will always be my truly friendships forever. I promise. Especially to Dya, Diana, Dzul Nyet, Sepiah etc.

p.p.s. I met with Yasmila last holiday, and I feel so happy. She is my best friend from my National Service session.

p.p.p.s. Cik Lynndon also. My best buddy from Pahang Matriculation College. So happy to get connected with her now.

p.p.p.p.s. My Busuk Jesnita also!!! The best roomate ever. Same goes to Cik Semah, missed her like crazy.

Update!! Credit to Dya.

Updated!!

Before corrected by Dya.

Thanks a lot dear.

Poor Nyet..

Nothing much to be talk.

I woke up a bit early compared to the other days before. With the main purpose to go to visit a friend, Dzul Nyet. He was admitted to Hospital Slim River. Due to his worst fever since last Sunday.

The moment I entered the Ward 5, I looked at the name list of the patient in front of the Ward 5. There was one M. Dzulhelmi Bin M. Khadri, if I'm not mistaken. I got confused. Nyet's father is M.Sukri. Is he the same Dzulhelmi or just another person with the same name as Nyet.

Never mind, I just walked through the partition's of the ward. Then I saw Nyet lying down very weak on the bed. Poor him. I can even noticed the difference on the body figure. I just think that Nyet looked a bit slim as compared to the other day, when we went out on Sasha's birthday.

He is camera shy. Haha.

On the chair next to the bed was Nyet's mom. Nyet is suspected dengue. Poor him. His mom said, Nyet couldn't even eat the lunch meal. Nyet just having some fruits. He said he feels "loya". He cannot take any foods after all. He will surely vomitting all of it some more. He said that he already lost 10kgs for only 5 days. Somehow I think that would be a good alternative to lose my overweight. Haha. No! No! Please. Just kidding. "Simpang malaikat 44".

After an hour "borak" with Nyet, then came up a friend of him, Faiz. Which is also my good friend's beloved.Haha.

As being a good friend, |I had took several photos of Faiz for my good friend. I just candid all those without permission from Faiz of course. Baik kan I? Just for you, sayang. She did thanked me for all the photos. And of course she is very happy to have the current photos of Faiz.

At the back is Faiz. My good friend's beloved one.

I think that's enough for Nyet's update. Get well very soon Nyet!!!

P/S: I bought a chocolate moist cake and some fruits for Nyet. I hope Nyet like those.

Sasha's 22nd birthday celebration.

Yesterday was Sasha's birthday.
June 4th.
Dzul Nyet kept asking me out for a cup of coffee,
since we were never meet up for almost 8 years.

He asked me, if I can help him to make something surprise for Sasha's birthday.
How sweet rite?

Owh forgot to mention here.
Nyet and Sasha were once a lovely couple,
back to SMKGR's years.

So, as been planned by Nyet and me, we both met up at KFC, Bidor.
Then we both went to buy a cake.
Asked "Kaduk" favor to keep the ice cream cake,
while we went to fetch Sasha at her house.

Then after kidnapped Sasha,
three of us straight away go to Dunkin Donut, RnR Tapah Selatan.



Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to Sasha...
Happy Birthday to you...

Our foods.
We were having croissants with chicken ham (i guess),
6 pieces of multi flavors donuts,
iced latte for me and Dzul Nyet,
and 100plus for Sha the birthday girl.
All sponsored by "Kaduk", a boyfie for my younger sister.
Thank you Kaduk!!

But, not forget the ice cream cake sponsored by Dzul Nyet.
The cake was made from Kedai Kek Pertama, Bidor.
(Tu jer yg ader kat Bidor nie haaa...
Secret Recipe takde pulak plan nak buat outlet kat sini)

Si Nyet seriously cannot wait any seconds more.
He kept staring at the foods.

"Makan itu indah"
That is his favorite slogan.

Sasha with her "jambul".
Seriously, she just looked like the same Sasha back to SMKGR's time.
She will always keep trying to maintain the "tudung",
so that her "jambul" will never come out.

With Nyet.
Nyet said,
"Seriously, rupa hang lain giler drpd mase sekolah dulu".
Haha. I don't have idea where is the different.
Owh yes,
one thing for sure.
My body weight.
Waaaayyyy more fatter than the old Azie's.

P/S: Sorry for the "school girl" style of writing.
I am just too sleepy rite now.
I need to zzzzz...
Nite all.

P/S/S: Real name for Kaduk is Firdaus. Haha.

Saya sayang kamu semua!!!

A-tong, Dya and Achik.


Si Gemoks and Dee.
It is a bit blurry picture. But I like it.
Sorry Dee. Hehe..


We were having so much fun together!!!
I love you girls!!!
So much!!!

THE FOUR OF US

Esah aka Lean. One of my bestest friend in UUM.
Well, she came for her convocation last 2weeks. And she stayed for over a week at my room. We had a very best time together with CIK SEMAH and CIK MARKONAH.

Just imagine four of us lived together in the small room that supposed be fill only with two persons in it. There are only 3 single beds for 4 of us. CIK ESAH sometime play dirty when she pretend to sleep in our extra bed. Unfortunately, CIK MARKONAH will be the one who will sleep on a comforter. It is not my fault because I did invited her to sleep with me on my bed. I mean, I don't really mind to share my single bed with someone else. I was getting used to it ever since my secondary school's day. I am not "buas" when I am sleeping. I will behave when I sleep with others.

Well, I can says that we always "laga2 bontot" in my small-tiny-little room. Everyday CIK SEMAH will feel dizzy looking at the "tongkang pecah" room. We don't really mind at all. All we knew was we had so much fun lived together.

Sometimes we have to take turns to go to our "dapur" (me and SEMAH's food racks) to have our breakfast. Normally CIK ESAH and CIK SEMAH will be the first two. Followed by CIK MARKONAH. And me?? Normally I will be the last person who woke up. And of course I will be the last to take bath.

Here, I would like to talk about my 3 most bestest friends.

The first and foremost, CIK ESAH.
The fullname of her is MARLIANA HISHAM. People used to called her as LEAN.



We knew each other when I was back from my long medical leave. It was last 2years if I am not mistaken. She had been introduced by CIK SOM aka NAD. We became closer when she had a very big problem, which I cannot and never write in here. I realized that I can go with her. Really go with her. She is not a fussy person. She will do whatever I ask her to do. She will follow me wherever I ask her to go. She will accompany me whenever I need a friend. She is a very flexible person. She is a soft-hearted person. She loves cats so much. She loves black. She loves wearing short skirt since she has a very beautiful legs. The very weakest point of her is she will melted with guys. She cannot control herself when it comes to guys things. But after all, she is one of the most appreciated friend I ever had in my life.




Secondly, CIK SEMAH.
NUR HAZWANI ABD RAHMAN.



She is my roomate for almost 2semesters. She pursuing degree in Marketing in UUM. She loves studying. She seriously damn loves to do an assignment. She is most freaking friend I ever had. She loves ironing clothes. Every clothes that she gonna put on, the first thing is she will make sure that there is no "kedut" on that clothes. She even iron her jeans. OMG!!! I am very teriffied with ironing. She will make sure all her lecture clothes has been already ironed at least a day before she going to wear it. Seriously weird.
And the other thing which is so and so weird about her. She likes to matching every single little thing she has. I means if she wear a pink shirt with jeans, she will match it up with a pink-watch, pink-beg, pink-shawl. Opps also with a pink-shoes. I can count with my fingers if she wears something doesn't match in colors at all. And the worst thing is she will match her bedsheet's color with her towel's color. Freaking weird. Well that is SEMAH.
She is a very kind-hearted person. She will never forget to ask me what if I want to make an order if she is about to buy a food or going out. She will always allow me to eat her food's stocks. She will take a very good care of me when I am sick. She will always helping me to clean our room. And I am so lucky to have her as my roomate.




Last but not least, CIK MARKONAH.
Her gifted name is KHAIRUNNISA MAT RASHID. Sorry if it is not the right spelling.



She is the most "tak matang" girl. We are always bullying her. We always "kacau2" her until sometimes she is a bout crying. She is very soft. She likes kids very much. She has a lot of stories with her. She is a very talkative person. She has a very skinny body. Even though she eats a lot. But still she can maintained her weight. She will always "mengalah" whenever we fights. She has a very weak internal feelings. Sometimes I feel like slapping her face if she been too soft for something unreasonable. Well yeah. She is a good friend.

LOVE YOU DEAR!!

Remember about my "old good friend"?
I just came back from visiting her...
She had gone through the 5++ hours operation...
And such a miracle...
She is getting better!!!!
yeah!!!


Dya sent me this picture...
Nora Diana after discharged from i.c.u...
She is holding the bear!!!
The one that I bought for her...

She texted me...
She thanking me for visiting and also for the bear...
I am so and so and so very glad to hear that...
She said she is "hudus" without hair...
I replied "You are always beautiful dear..."
Isn't she?
"Cantek kan syg saye???"


The one she sent me by herself...
Tq dear!!!
Love you dear!!!
A lot!!!

OLD GOOD FRIEND

Around 2 o'clock in the morning I received a text message from Shaz...
She wrote to me...

"Azie...tau x nora ad brain tumor...now die kt hosp..."

When I read the text, I was like...
Seriously I don't know how I should react...

Then, I received a call from Raidah...
Also asking me whether I already knew about Nora's condition...
Then Raidah said that Nora gave her a call and told her that she has a brain tumor...
Raidah asked me to call for A-tong to know the further details...
Because A-tong had talked to Nora before...

Then, without further delay, I called for A-tong...

"Tong!!! Aku nie, Azie...
Aper cite sal Nora nie?
Jangan buat lawak malam2 nie Tong..."

I just freaking out...
I couldn't control myself...
Then A-Tong told me everything about Nora...
But not really everything I guess...
Because A-tong said she cannot really heard Nora's voice on the phone...
But she said, her voice was so and so weak...

And that time I just couldn't stop my tears from falling down...
She is my bestfriend since my secondary school...
We sit together in the class...
We went to school together...
We ate together...
Slept together...
Share our stories...
We gossiping so much together...
About boy...
About friends...
About family...
And everything...

But after Form 3, her family moved to Kuantan...
Then, we cannot meet frequently...
The very last time we met was back to 5years ago...
If I am not mistaken...

And now, I can says we are not really close like our school days..
But deep inside my heart I do loves her...
Same goes to my old friends...
My ex-schoolmate...
SMKGR-ians...

Now, when I heard from my others friends about her....
I just feels so down...
Why wouldn't I be the first person she ever telling about the truth condition...
And I just so damn sad when my friends gave me a called and asked me if I knew everything about her...

Hell no!!!
I knows nothing!!!
And I was regret that I was the last to know...

But I just calm myself down...
I told myself...

"She is now in so much pain...
She can't even remember the priority...
emotionally unstable...
I should just forgive her...
I think that is the least think I should care about...
She is in a great pain..."

And now is 5.04am...
The message that I texted her just delivered...
She replied...
Telling me not to worry about her...

I replied...
I said that I loves her and I asked her to be strong...
Just hang in there...
She will be so ok...
WIll she?
Hope so...
I just can pray and ask for helps from Almighty...
The rest we can just leave it to our "takdir"...

~ZAMAN DOLU2 KAMI~

cik zizee yg paliiing matang...:)


cik yanie yang matang sket jer...hehe

cik dayah yg paling tak matang...huhu


~cik zizee loves cik dayah~


~cik zizee loves cik yanie~

really mish out moment together... :(

all the photos had been taken
during our 1st and 2nd semester...
we were stayed at Kolej Pernas
(known as DPP Tradewinds now)