She wrote to me...
"Azie...tau x nora ad brain tumor...now die kt hosp..."
When I read the text, I was like...
Seriously I don't know how I should react...
Then, I received a call from Raidah...
Also asking me whether I already knew about Nora's condition...
Then Raidah said that Nora gave her a call and told her that she has a brain tumor...
Raidah asked me to call for A-tong to know the further details...
Because A-tong had talked to Nora before...
Then, without further delay, I called for A-tong...
"Tong!!! Aku nie, Azie...
Aper cite sal Nora nie?
Jangan buat lawak malam2 nie Tong..."
I just freaking out...
I couldn't control myself...
Then A-Tong told me everything about Nora...
But not really everything I guess...
Because A-tong said she cannot really heard Nora's voice on the phone...
But she said, her voice was so and so weak...
And that time I just couldn't stop my tears from falling down...
She is my bestfriend since my secondary school...
We sit together in the class...
We went to school together...
We ate together...
Slept together...
Share our stories...
We gossiping so much together...
About boy...
About friends...
About family...
And everything...
But after Form 3, her family moved to Kuantan...
Then, we cannot meet frequently...
The very last time we met was back to 5years ago...
If I am not mistaken...
And now, I can says we are not really close like our school days..
But deep inside my heart I do loves her...
Same goes to my old friends...
My ex-schoolmate...
SMKGR-ians...
Now, when I heard from my others friends about her....
I just feels so down...
Why wouldn't I be the first person she ever telling about the truth condition...
And I just so damn sad when my friends gave me a called and asked me if I knew everything about her...
Hell no!!!
I knows nothing!!!
And I was regret that I was the last to know...
But I just calm myself down...
I told myself...
"She is now in so much pain...
She can't even remember the priority...
emotionally unstable...
I should just forgive her...
I think that is the least think I should care about...
She is in a great pain..."
And now is 5.04am...
The message that I texted her just delivered...
She replied...
Telling me not to worry about her...
I replied...
I said that I loves her and I asked her to be strong...
Just hang in there...
She will be so ok...
WIll she?
Hope so...
I just can pray and ask for helps from Almighty...
The rest we can just leave it to our "takdir"...
4 comments:
erm.. kita sama2 doa la ye dear..
yes...
huhu...
:(
babe.. i pray for ur fren's health too.. about the thing that she didnt tell u at the first place, it was actually nothing compared to the pain she have to struggle with.. she may didnt want u to worry about her.. she didnt want to bother the people she loved.. think that way sayangku.. then everything gonna be smoothly ok.. just pray for her n just be with her no matter what condition she is in.. she just need the support from people around her for her to gain the courage in her again.. send my regards to nora and tell her to be strong.. just hang in there.. even other people who hardly knows her in person do pray for her good health.. chill babe! missing u here.. :)
tq babe...
for ur support...
i just came back from kl...
she had gone thru the 5++hours operation...
n she was fine!!!
n da kuar icu...
amazing kan...
i believe she will getting better so soon...
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