LAPPY OH LAPPY

Truly, I know that my ABAH will never read my blog...
Since he is not realy familiar with blogging...
Instead of that, I also know LOVE will always read my blog...
And of course LOVE will read this entry...

Here it goes...
Darlin'...Bb sayaaaaang Darlin' sangaaaaaattt2!!!!
Abah...Kite sayaaanggg Abah jugaaakkk!!!!

HP MINI VIVIENNE TAM EDITION

So and so and soooooo cute!!!!
There is no strong reason why I should buy a new lappy...
Since my DELL lappy still working and in a good condition...
Except for the "kong" battery...
hahaha....

C'mon babe!!!
I think all girls will dying to own this cute lappy...

OLD GOOD FRIEND

Around 2 o'clock in the morning I received a text message from Shaz...
She wrote to me...

"Azie...tau x nora ad brain tumor...now die kt hosp..."

When I read the text, I was like...
Seriously I don't know how I should react...

Then, I received a call from Raidah...
Also asking me whether I already knew about Nora's condition...
Then Raidah said that Nora gave her a call and told her that she has a brain tumor...
Raidah asked me to call for A-tong to know the further details...
Because A-tong had talked to Nora before...

Then, without further delay, I called for A-tong...

"Tong!!! Aku nie, Azie...
Aper cite sal Nora nie?
Jangan buat lawak malam2 nie Tong..."

I just freaking out...
I couldn't control myself...
Then A-Tong told me everything about Nora...
But not really everything I guess...
Because A-tong said she cannot really heard Nora's voice on the phone...
But she said, her voice was so and so weak...

And that time I just couldn't stop my tears from falling down...
She is my bestfriend since my secondary school...
We sit together in the class...
We went to school together...
We ate together...
Slept together...
Share our stories...
We gossiping so much together...
About boy...
About friends...
About family...
And everything...

But after Form 3, her family moved to Kuantan...
Then, we cannot meet frequently...
The very last time we met was back to 5years ago...
If I am not mistaken...

And now, I can says we are not really close like our school days..
But deep inside my heart I do loves her...
Same goes to my old friends...
My ex-schoolmate...
SMKGR-ians...

Now, when I heard from my others friends about her....
I just feels so down...
Why wouldn't I be the first person she ever telling about the truth condition...
And I just so damn sad when my friends gave me a called and asked me if I knew everything about her...

Hell no!!!
I knows nothing!!!
And I was regret that I was the last to know...

But I just calm myself down...
I told myself...

"She is now in so much pain...
She can't even remember the priority...
emotionally unstable...
I should just forgive her...
I think that is the least think I should care about...
She is in a great pain..."

And now is 5.04am...
The message that I texted her just delivered...
She replied...
Telling me not to worry about her...

I replied...
I said that I loves her and I asked her to be strong...
Just hang in there...
She will be so ok...
WIll she?
Hope so...
I just can pray and ask for helps from Almighty...
The rest we can just leave it to our "takdir"...

Dya tagged me again...For now she wants to know about the answers to all these 30 questions:

1. Where is your cellphone - in my lecture's bag (I just got back from class...)
   
2. Your hair - medium, colored with natural blonde by Revlon, rebond and damaged hair...my natural was straight and of course black in color...:)
   
3. Your father - perhaps he is golfing right now...
   
4. Your favorite thing - shopping, shopping, shopping and finally crying (because no more money left)
   
5. Your dream last night - i didn't sleep last nite...busying memorize the script for today's presentation)
   
6. Your favorite drink - air centa (sirap bandung...hehe...)
   
7. Your dream goal - to have enough money to be travelling all around the world...just for shopping...hahaha!!! >LOL<
   
8. The room you are in - my hostel's room
   
9. Your fear - to lose my loved ones
   
10. Where do you want to be in 6 years - atas pelamin...boleh??
    
11. Muffins - chocolate and vanilla
    
12. One of your wish list items - HP mini 1000 Vivience Tam Special Edition
    
13. Where you grew up - Bikam, Ipoh, Kuala Lumpur, Selangor and of course currently Sintok
    
14. The last thing you did - Fought in the phone with LOVE...>SIGH<
    
15. What are you wearing - white sleeveless and shocking pink hot pant
    
16. Your TV - I haven't own any TV but my home TV is Panasonic (If I am not mistaken)
    
17. Your pet - never own any pet...really hates animal...but LOVE do
    
18. Your computer- previous was Hyundai M-Life...current is DELL and at home is HP :)
    
19. Your life - i can say happy...kot
    
20. Your mood - so-so
    
21. Missing someone - Yes I do...so much
    
22. Your car - Proton Wira a/b
    
23. Favorite store - SUBZERO, PADINI CONCEPT STORE, VINCCI, and many more...
    
24. Your summer - I never experienced summer since I lived in Malaysia...
    
25. Your favorite colors - pink, red, purple, yellow and ALL!!! I am colorful person...
    
26. When was the last time you laughed - During the presentation in the Company Secretary class...I "merepek" answering the questions asked by my lecturer...haha...
    
27. When was the last time you cried - takmau nanges!!!!!!!! Now, I am holding it back even though I just fought with him just now...
    
28. Last person who emailed you - Madam Ainon from Exxonmobil...Regarding my internship process... >BIG GRIN<
    
29. Your favorite food - bihun tomyam cooked by Charen
    
30. A place you would rather be right now - At my hometown...Missed my mak and abah so damn "F...ing" much...
    

I am tagging LOVE, hany bany and teha to do this tag!

P.S. I LOVE YOU by CECELIA AHERN

Actually I started to love the story...
ever since I watched the movie of it...
Starring by Hilary Swank and Gerard Butler...
I fall in love with the story...
I cried a lot from the beginning of the movie...
till the end of it...
Silly me...>BIG GRIN<

Yesterday, after finished Science Social class,
I went out with my friend, El...
At first we were actually don't have any idea
where we are heading to...

Then El said just leave it to me since I am the driver...
So, I decided to go to Alor Star to watch movie...
The new cinema actually at the Alor Star Mall...

But we went to Star Parade first...
We entered the mall
and at the ground floor of the mall
held a Popular's Big Promotion...
Rebate up to 70%...

I take a look around and...
I found some sort of books (novels)...
written by Cecelia Ahern...
(I terus teringat the P.S. I Love You movie)



I looked around searching for the P.S. I Love You book...
but I just couldn't find it...
So, I go and asked the cashier if they have a stock of it...

She asked me to go upstairs
(the Popular bookstore actually at the 4th floor of the mall)

I went to the bookstore and searching for the book...
Since it is a big promotion kan....>WINK<

I found it!!! I paid at the cashier...
20% off....hahaha...




I am very eager to read out the story
and find out if there is any different between the movie and the story...

Oh!!!
To finish my story...

We ended with went to Alor Star Mall...
But the cinema closed...

I was just like...

"Urrrrggghhh...Tensionnyerrrr....
It is Friday lar fool!!!
You are now in Kedah ok....
No entertainment on Friday Night..."

I must "ketuk kepala" myself kot...
Of being "pelupa"...
hehehe... :)

MY 1ST TAGGING

I got this tag from Dya (my ex-schoolmate) on Birthday Wishes...
And saddest reason I can say that I just realize it today...
I means she was tagged me since last month which is February...
Sorry Dya!!!

My 23^rd birthday is on 24th May this year...
However, I will answer because this is my 1st tagging ever since I started blogging...

Rules Of The Tag:

1. Make a list of what you want on your birthday
2. The list should be 10 numbers
3. Post the image of this award in your posting
   
4. Give it to 10 friends of yours.

Okay, let's straight away talk about my 10 birthday wishes for 2009.. :)

1. I hope LOVE will do something special or more specific is something surprise for me...

• I means he is actually never did something which can really touch my feeling on my day...
• I know he is not that kind of crazy romantic person, but all I need is he try to do something which can makes me crying with happiness...(Am I to desperate for wishing this???Whatever....)

2. I can be much more matured...suite my ages of 23 years old...(ooHhh..)

• A lot of my friends even my junior said that I am kinda "tak matang"...
• Maybe because of my a lil bit childish behavior...
• In fact, many people thought that I am either the youngest sister in my family or even I am the only child...(Iskh...I have one younger sis and one younger bro ok...)
  
• They said I am "manja"...("F...word"...I am only "manja" with LOVE jer tau...)
  

3. I hope I can have my own brand new lappy :)

• That means it will be my 3rd lappy...hahahahaa...
• I wish I can buy Apple lappy (lovely pink color)
• Or else maybe the "HP Mini 1000 Vivienne Tam Special Edition" (It is seriously damn cute reddish in color)
  

4. I have enough courage to do full medical check-up

• This is due to I always have a "lebam2" all over my body
• Actually what makes me afraid is to accept if I have any disease...(tak kot kan...ayat sedapkan ati...It is only "kene geget antu kot")
  

5. I can have my own online store

• Maybe envy at Dya's art's store...
• I wish I can have one...I means not the same concept like Dya...Different But I just don't have idea what am I going to sell? Blouse? Shoes? Wacthes? No...no...
• The strong reason why I wanna start an online business is to teach myself how to make my own money which come truly from my own effort...Not simply ask from my parents or LOVE...
  

6. To get better and higher result

• I got a bad result last 2semester which made my CGPA dropped..."F...word"...Luckily it is not dropping under 3pointer...Fuuhhh...
• I wish I can be much more hardworking to study and do the best in my next Final Exam...
  

7. I hope I can improve my English writing and spoken level

• I have not enough confidence when it comes to speak in English...Maybe because I am afraid of doing mistake since my grammar level is "hancur" :(
• This is also because I will start my internship in multinational company...That needs me to speak in complete English...
  

8. To get my dreams body figure...Arggghh!!!!

• I started put a lot of weight since my bad hand injury...That was last 2 years plus...
• And now my body is like "kembang kuncup" (Sekejap naik sekejap turun)
• The most big problem is I just cannot control my appetite...So anyone, please...Any suggestion on controlling my big appetite???
  

9. Start to learn how to save money (berjimat cermat amalan mulia)

• I just cannot control my expenses...
• I can spend all my money in my pocket to buy anything...Eventhough it is not my needs
  

10. As Dya's said, if I could have more wishes..

• People never satisfied... Cik Zizee will never satisfy...
  

And the last requirement is to tag 10 people...
Since I am just starting my own blog so...
I just have several friends who is blogging...
Or maybe I don't know the others...Sorry...
So, here they are...I think I couldn't make it to 10... :(

1. LOVE
2. Hany Bany
3. Ghul
4. Teha
5. ...
6. ...
7. ...
8. ...
9. ...
10. ...
    

CIK ZIZEE MEMONTENG KELAS...HEHE

The handphone alarm rang sharp on 8.30am...
I pushed the button snoozed...
Sleeping again...

Then my another handphone rang...
Mom's calling...

"Hello...bangun...
Da pukul9 nie...Pukul10 ader kelas kan..."

My mom tried to waking me up...
It is actually her routine
to wake me up every morning to go for class...

She only not calling me on my holiday's morning...
She said she getting used to it...
During my primary and secondary school...
So, now...
Even though I am away
(jauh di perantauan),
she still go on the routine...

Same goes to my Adik...
Maybe she already know that ourselves
"memang liat bangun pagi"...
Otherwise we will late for class...

Go back to the story...
After mom called,
I thought I am getting up from my bed...
But instead I continued my sleeping beauty...
(No, not really beauty lar)

Then around I cannot remember what time,
LOVE gave me a call...
Waking up call...

"Bb...Bangun...Bangun bb...
Dah kul berape da nie..."

I said...

"Yer...bb bangun da nie..."

He replied...

"Bangun dari katil tue syg...
Kang tido lik lar tue..."

I replied (a bit rough)...

"Bb bangun da nie lin'...
Dah lar...Bb nak mandi nie..."
(Konon2 I already get up from my bed)

He said...

"Ok2...Bangun g mandi k syg...g kelas..."

Then he hung up the phone...

And guess what??

I am continuing my sleeping!!!!!!!
hahahahaa....

And I only woke up on 3.40pm just now...

I "ponteng" my company secretary class...
And also my business law class...

APO NAK JADI LAR!!!!!!

BREAKDOWN AND GET UP

It is almost 2 o'clock very early in the morning...
I tried to get some sleep...
after so many days I did not get sleep at night...
I will only sleep during the daylight...
Which I think weird...
You can even call me "Kelawar"...

I texted LOVE...
"Syg, call me back..."

After the message delivered,
he called me without any delay...
"Hello...td bb kate bb nak tido kan syg..."

I replied...

"Bb homesick...
Bb rindu mak abah...
Bb rindu rumah...
Bb rindu darlin'...
Bb sunyi..."

Then before I finished my words
the tears once again running down through my face...
I just cannot say a word...
Except for crying like a baby...

He tried to calm me down...

"Sabar yer syg...
Nnt da settle semua keje bb balik k..."

I said...

"Tapi bulan nie mmg takde freetime pon...
Bulan depan jer free sket awal bulan...
Before final exam..."

He "pujuk" me again...

"Haaa...Ok lar tue...
Next month balik k syg...
Arini pon da 18hb kan syg..."

Then, I said plus "lagi kuat menangis"

"Tapi jauh lagi...
Bb nak balik..."

I cry and cry and cry...

He just kept quiet...
Which I thought that is the sign
that he giving up persuading me...

Suddenly...
I hear his voice...
He started to sing our official song...
"I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith"

He sang the song...
Then continued with other songs...

"Larut by Dewa"
"I miss you by saper ntah"
and some more songs
which I don't know the title...

I can says that he sang several songs
that really touched my feelings...
I just listen and crying like a baby...

Seriously, I was damn breakdown...
And after he finished singing for me,
he said...

"I faham...Bb sunyi kan syg...
Takpe...I kan ader..."

Then he makes some jokes..
And I started to smile and even laughing...

I get up and on my lappy...
Surfing my blog...
Read several comments from Dya (My good Friend)
She also give me some advice
about overcome my stress feelings...
And of course thanks a lot to her...

And as for now...
I feels much more better...
Hehe...
And I am back!!
With a new spirit!!!
Yeah!!
Be strong girl!!!

PEACE.. :)

MY CURRENT HOBBY..

I just think that from now on...
I will update all the movies
which i have watched...
And as for the description and synopsis
maybe any blogger can ask me...
I can also make a suggestion
for which movie you should watch and
which one you shouldn't...
For the time being...
I can say that this is my current hobby...
hahaaa...

And below are some movies
that I watched during last week..


1. Sex Drive


2. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

3. Tyler Perry's The Family That Preys

4. My Best Friend's Girl

5. Three Dads and One Mom

6. Get Smart

7. Watchmen

Among all the movies,
I can says that the worst, borink, etc movie is Watchmen...
Actually I was refused to watch that movie at first...
But, well..
My LOVE...
He convinced me that the movie is a lot of fun and thrills...
Yolahhh...
Seriously, I was slept on his shoulder about 1hour plus in the cinema...
When I woke up, I whispered to him...

"Darlin', kuar jom...tak best lar...Ngantuk bb..."
And guess what he answered me...

"Yer lar...I pon borink lar...
Lembab nak mampus citenyer..."

And we ended up with out of the cinema hall
about half an hour earlier before the movie ends...

Eh...
I just cannot wait for the movie of
"The Confession of a Shopaholic"
I am totally forgot to take picture with the big promo banner
(I don't know what you call for that...haha)
That is at the entrance of the Pavilion...

And also I want to go to the nearest bookstore
to buy the book of it...
It is actually novel/book adapted movie...

MAKEOVER WITH CIK ZIZEE...

~before~

~after~
hahahahaaaa...
:)

STRESS..!!

Today I just feel really miserable...
I don't even have any idea what I want right now...
The tears are only running down through my cheeks...
Without even giving me a clue why I must feels this way...

Every single little thing I did was only dragging me
into the bad feelings...
Everything seems really hard and pushes me deep down...
I want myself to be much more relaxed...
And accept all the things
as well as going through over the flow fluency...

So many things that I have to be done
before start kick my ass to studying and preparing for the final exam...
Actually, I already promised myself that I will put a lot of effort...
In order to get higher and better result...

But as I am trying to finish every tasks...
Then another tasks will arrive...
When all these "F...word" tasks will stop...
From bothering me in my way to achieve what I want...

I want to be the same old AZIE...
Just like who I am before...
Who was very determine in whatever she's been doing...
Who was really have the strong attitude indeed...
In achieving whatever she's been dreamed off...
Who was can going through all the saddest...
And hardest things...
All by herself...
Without even throwing a word of complaining...

But now, I just realize that AZIE was gone...
The only left is the girl who is very fragile...
To everything which comes in front of her...

All she knows is crying...
Giving up...
When she feels bad...
When she feels hard...
When she feels upset...
When she feels things does not goes as what she wanted it to be...
The girl who will only complaint about others...
See people on their bad side...
Without even try to look at the good side of people...
The girl who does not have the strengthen faith on herself...

I wish I can control everything...
I wish I can be the strong AZIE as before...
I wish I go through whatever that comes over me bravely...
I wish I can be strong...
I wish I can be everything...

But...
The question is...
Can I be like that...???
Without facing any difficulties...

Of course...
I already knew the answer...

I JUST CAN'T...!!!!

HE LOVES THE TATTOO SO MUCH

Tattoo by definition is a design on the skin..
Normally the permanent tattoo is being made on skin
by using ink and needle..

Actually my LOVE really like tattooing
but as Muslims we are prohibited by Islam
to do any tattoo on any part of our body skin..
But as for my LOVE, he like tattoo because of it is an art..

So, here I upload some photos of him with his "sprayed tattoo",
which will last only for less than a week..

He really loves the tattoo..
He said..

"Nak wat tattoo betol2 haram...spray nyer pon jadi lar..."

Then, that day until midnight
he refused to wear a sleeves shirt..
even though the weather was so cold that day..
Just because he want to show off with the fake tattoo.. :)

I HATE THIS PART by PCD

Pussycat Dolls Lyrics

WEEKEND'S ROUTINE

Here are some of the movies that I watched during this weekend...
Actually I wish i can go to cinema but...
I am a lone ranger right here...
I mean, I have no friends who share the same hobbies like mine...
ohhh...I missed my Love so much...
We both share the same hobby together...
(Sayang...Da lame kite tak g tgk wyg nie...!!!)
Forget it...Return to my borinkness story...
So, the solution is I went to the some movies stores here
and I bought all of these movies...
Oops...The Harold and Kumar
I took or maybe I can called it stole from my Honey...
During our "dates" at the beginning of the February...
Thanks sayang...!!!!
I love you darlin'...
And also, a few of it I copied from "Hidayah Kala Lodi"...
My very good friend...
Thanks Lodi..!!!
I love you...